keep strong, my friend!

why is everybody so stressed...
acting so damn hopeless.......

Let's have some fun ;) let's talk about the stupid things which have been heavy on your mind....

what makes you sad my friend?

"because....yeah i have a very bad lovelife, poor me"

wow all of you are just too hopeless romantic... -yeahjustlikehowiwas-
nowadays, i saw many of my friends got the heartache...yeah broken-hearted just because that special one...
i've ever felt it too, it feels like you just don't have the spirit to live, the memories of him/her kills you slowly. right?

well, it's normal if you feel like that...but don't take a long time friend, don't let yourselves fall into sadness..you still have a life to live in

"how do i live my life? if there isn't someone who makes my life become beautiful"
what are you thinking of? you don't need someone else to make your life beautiful...your life is beautiful just because you make it beautiful!
Happiness depends on ourselves-Aristotle...

"well, i just need somebody to love, somebody to tell me that he/she loves me"
ahahaha, you can love your father, your mother, your family and friends! they will gladly tell you that they love you, everyday, if you ask for...
you don't need someone to tell you that you're beautiful/amazing.. you are amazing on your own way ;)

"ah i'm going to find someone else, to help me moving on..."
no, you don't need someone else, you are strong enough to move on by yourselves... think about it....if you use that "someone else" as your medicine of your heartache, and it become succes... but suddenly someday, your medicine become the cause of another heartache, are you going to use another medicine? ah it will happen repeatedly, and you dependent on medicine, you just can't control yourself... move on by yourself..

just wait the someone else to come, do not rush....
just because you are broken-hearted, doesn't mean you easily accept whoever that want to be with you.
you have to be sure you choose a right person..

"be a butterfly, beautiful to see, hard to catch"

be strong, my friend..i know you absolutely can ;)
just do something amazing.... let this sad case makes you become better not worse..

enjoy your life, life is too short to be unhappy

being kind? good or bad?

hello.............
hah? rahmi? are you going to post again? 3 posts in a day? you are really being crazy :O
yes, yes you're right... i just don't have anything to do to get that sweethandsomeamazing singer justin bieber away from my mind! -_________- do you have any opinion?
watching tv? no it's all about justin..tweeting? -_- worse than watching tv. reading a novel? i finished all of them. going out? it's rain out there. texting with "someone"? i would love to, haha but no, i just wanna let him to keep missing me all the time.. hahaha*evillaugh*.
there is nothing that i can do, haha sorry for these unimportant posts
as i told you, today is going to be a miserable day...and it really became true....

so i'm thinking about something...
have you ever feel like you're tired of being yourself? cause i have.....

my friends said to me "you're too kind Rahmi, you even can't say no"

yes...i just love all people that i know...i was afraid of their feeling to me if i ever hurted them...
i just didn't want to disappoint them if i said no to them, even i wanted or needed to say that.
the most thing that afraid of was being hated by someone.. trust me, i couldn't really hate someone -untilnowistillcan't"..
if people made mistake, i would easily forgive them -no matter he/she ask or not-, and i really meant it...

but then, i was tired and realized..
being kind was not really a good thing... the truth was there are bad things that i got.... people used my kindness just for their own happiness..people betrayed me in the back... and i couldn't do anything..it was because i forgave them..didn't know why but i really did...my heart did forgive people by itself, eventhough my mind didn't want to...

lucky you, if you could express your emotion by getting angry to someone..
until now, i even can't get angry...i really want to but i cant...
and some of people used it for a terrible thing... some of them used my kindness, they hurted me over and over, because they knew i wouldn't do anything...

i was a weak person, and now.... i realized, being kind is good but still you have to say no if you want/need to say it..now, i will radiate kindness everywhere, but i won't just let people use my kindness :p

those miracles

well, since today is becoming a rainy day, seems like my plan -to go out tonight- will be canceled.......
don't ask me whether my mood get better or not.... because you must have known, it will never T_T
ok i'm trying not to talk about J*stin.......go away from my mind! hahaha poor you Tin, you can't see me, you are just very unlucky, come to Indonesia again next time, maybe you can see me that time ;)
ok rahmi i think, you are already being crazy
let's talk about another topic....
Miracle..
q: why do you choose miracle as the topic?
a: because i just saw a quote which say "There are two ways to live: you can live as if nothing is a miracle; you can live as if everything is a miracle."-Albert einstein
so friend, tell me, do you ever get a miracle? as your opinion, what is the meaning of miracle?

first, yeah i was the one who take the second way in life... i'm thinking that everything is a miracle....
no, miracle doesn't always mean something which relate with magic, or something that come from a fairy....
i give you an example
the ticket of justin bieber concert appears miraculously in my pocket!!!! or maybe suddenly a fairy come to me and give me the ticket!!!-AhRahmiPleaseYouSaidThatYouDon'tWantToTalkAboutHim-
okk....forget it! -_-
but yeah it's including a miracle.... but Miracle means much more than that!
you know, having parents is just such a miracle for me. having great friends.... able to see, eat, walk is a miracle!
all of the things are just too fantastic...and wake up friend... the greatest miracle in life that you will ever find is, you are alive! ;)
how lucky i am, having so much miracle in my life o:) thanks god, for everything.........for those real miracles....

so which way do you want to choose? living with assumption that nothing is miracle, or living with assumption that everything is miracle? ;)

promises....

have you ever heard a quotes about "promises are made to be broken"?
i guess most of you, do have known that quotes...
so what's your opinion about that?
based in my opinion....there are some kinds of promises which made to be broken...
such as..... "i promise i will love you forever and always" or etc.. if you get that kind of promise.....be sure, it would be broken someday... or maybe one of you, have ever give that kind of promise..
be careful of making promise, friend. a promise is a debt....
promises are made to be fullfiled not to be broken...... how come you have changed that way become "promises are made to be broken"....
well, maybe if you were not able to fulfill the promise, don't give it..
it was not an easy thing....
"The best way to keep one's word is not to give it." ~Napoleon Bonaparte
ok you must be wondering, why do i talk about promise? yeah, i do have an experience,
i was the one who -poorly- trusted everyone that i know. i always think "ah they are nice, it's impossible if they would tell a lie" yeah...
and some how a person whom i trusted the most couldnt keep his promise... and he said "sorry, we don't know what the future brings, and the reality now, that promise can't be fulfilled.."
*note to him : i've forgiven you, i don't mean to talk about our problem anymore..*
yeah it's alright, so i just want to tell all of you, be careful of making promise my friend.. ;) or maybe....try to think that making a promise is not an easy thing it's a serious thing!

a perfect figure

Since i had a conflict with my beloved Dad *andit'salreadyover* , i 'm going to talk about him..
if you crave for a figure of a perfect man.... he actually is...
strong man, both in physically and spiritually... very clever, has a very good intelligence....
a man that came from a broken family.... and he was being raised by stepmother -you won't believe this, but it's true "his stepmother" was just like the evil one whom you usually watch on TV.-
he had a bad memories of his adolescence... he didn't have place to live in, he ran away from his house which can't make him feeling like at home. yeah you're right, the reason was because his stepmother...
and he got his education (faculty of medical, University of Indonesia) from scholarship not from my grandfather's fund.....
great dad, -well, i mean perfect dad... he promised me that he wouldn't let my adolescence become as bad as his adolescence was........... "well, no dad, you make it beautiful, thanks :)"
you wouldnt expect how much i love him.......eventhough i've never said that to him-and if i do it, i thought it would be really weird-. but deep inside my heart-and so does the outside- i love him very much...
dad, no matter how often you make me cry, or maybe how often i make you angry...i do love you. and you are such a perfect figure in the world for me. i love you, please forgive me for the things that happened today..

bunch of love

rahmi, your -onlyone- daughter

the busiest week

hello world :D
i'm being really tired... yup that's because i've been passing the busiest week ever!
going home from school at late night...whaaa it was tiring but but i love it! i will miss it.. well actually i-have-been-missing-it. well those things that i did just for AKSI 34 STARMOTION yihiiiiiiiiiii! so my extracurricular showed an action named rappelling... even though it's my friend whom is rappelling at the D day... but i tried it once..ups no, i mean twice :p
here is the picture....


look at my face ahahahaha -___-
fyi, rappelling is exciting.. haha you should try it :p
and guess what!!!! i also had a bad thing on that busy-week... i lost my phone..
the nokia 6303 one... actually that's not my phone that's my mother's phone.. my phone is being on service... but still that's terrible for me :-(

ok ok stop i dont want to talk about that terrible thing, let's talk about aksi34! haha
i had a lot of fun, met my friends mihihhi here are the pictures

and one more thing...........you know what...............he greeted me.. once? no no twice? no no, aaah i didn't count how many times he greeted me :p i'm hilarious ok ok maybe my friend will call me "lebay" huahaha but i dont care yap the truth is i'm-really-happy being greeted by him! hilarious maybe... haaah it made me smiling along the night.. *i'msmilingwhiletypingthispost" hihi thanks to you :)

ok that's all from me! i have many homeworks to do! byee

exciting experience

hellooo
this time i want to tell a story about my FIRST EXPERIENCE to go rafting with my friends...
and it started from myself joined an extracurricular at my school named PEPALA.
ok first i will introduce what pepala is
pepala is an extracurricular for people who love to travel and love natural things...
at first we decided to go snorkeling to tidung island...
source:www.tidungisland.com
woooow it's really beautiful, right?
but maybe we were not lucky, we couldn't go snorkeling because a safety reason
but at least we still went rafting yeaah and i had so much fun at that time...
here are the pictures
be ready for being envy my friend :p

hahaha looks really exciting, right?so for you who have never been rafting, i recommend you to try it. :p
hmm that's all from me, there are so many things that i have to do, goodbyee