Friday, December 9, 2011

D


he didn't come from a happy family, his parents were getting divorced when he was in elementary school.....

his stepmother was the one whom you see on cinderella stories, a bad monster.
he wanted to have a happy family 

he was a very smart man, but no matter how amazing his achievement was.... 
his parents didn't care at all, because in their eyes was only about his stepbrothers and stepsisters...

he came from rich family but he  had never taste delicious and healthy food, because that kind of food was just for his step-siblings, so he lacked of nutrient..

when he was getting 19, he started to ignore his stepmother, and then.....he was expelled by his own father from his own house...


he lived all alone...he lived with some money that he get from his father scholarship, i told you he was a very smart person, he was a student of medical of faculty UI.

he is a doctor, he has 4 children, 3 boys and 1 girl.....

and then......... when everything in his life started to be perfect, because he already has a new family,
he got kidney disease,

the cause is when he was child he was not only lack of careness, but also lack of nutrient....

and 12 years later......
and i'm still here... always sigh every time i got headache while he is still here... got kidney disease

and i'm still here...   cry because some easy problems while he is still here... had heavier problem when he was on my age...

and i'm still here... live by wasting my father's money every day, while he is still here... hardly try to stand everyday just to come up find some money for his children

and i'm still here... a daughter of him, while he is my father...

i have a great dad, and i love him very much

but i'm still here... don't have anything to make my father proud of me, i'm not as smart as him, not as strong as him, weak, loser..