Saturday, December 10, 2016

Menolak lupa?

You.
Someone who had been there for me these recent years.
How can I forget the goodness of you that I love?

 You and I.
We're both the actors and both the victims in this mysterious thing called life.

We have a good history,
While life has its own mystery.

We will never know what the future brings.
All that we know now is...
God wants us to meet,
Either to become a lover or just a best friend.

"Penyesalan terbesarku adalah apabila tak pernah mengenalmu" -you

Maybe we failed at being a lover
But you are my friend that I don't want to lose

I will meet and love someone else better than you
Just as you'll meet and love someone else better than me.

One thing for sure,
 Memories will forever stay.
 
Thanks for the memories, you.

Saturday, June 21, 2014

The Result

Well after looking at my old posts, i found a post titled Chemical Engineering 2013 .  It's almost two years ago.... but see what happen next

then, it was never becoming my first choice ahaha. I've passed those galau times when i wasn't interested with both of those four choices. Dont know what i am going to do in the future, dont know what i wanna be next. Even thinking about just getting married with finding great husband might be the best plan for future.. Then i chose engineering physics, which i think, is a little bit more interesting and more fits me than the others. And yeah here i am 

hehe i wish this is the best way for me, and wish i can do best in engineering physics. well even though i still dont know what to be and think the best way is gett......  

oh then, there was a first meet with friends in engineering physics. So glad and cant wait to know you guys closer :3

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Journey



Great people around me,  they have willing and they do everything that they should do. Me? I dont know, it's like i dont have any obsession on anything, like there's nothing i want. I dont know what am i going to do next, at least to make myself useful for people around me. Life is a journey, huh? I'm enjoying my life, i'm enjoying the journey. But i dont have the destination. How if i'm over enjoying the journey, but then i dont realize i'm just going around  the same place. While people around me, they have gone too far to many better places.And i prefer staying in a place where i think it's good enough, although i do know there are many betterplaces to reach.
 having no obsession, is it good or bad?






Saturday, December 22, 2012

Happy mother's day

Rain.. Some people love the rain, some just simply hate it. And this afternoon, i was blaming the rain for ruined my day..

Just because that one thing, rain, i fought with my mom in mother's day. It was not something that i should be mad of. But i was just simply mad, it's like i was disappoint of my mom, of the rain.

And whats funny, i cried :p . It had been a long time i didnt cry, i just feel happy along these months.

feeling confused, what did i cry for. Why was I being so childish. I tought the problem with mom wasn't that big, it's just like days before, usual thing, and i wasn't that sad about mom.

And then i realized i was sad for "something" else, burried deep inside heart. And realized, i fell for "other" disappointment , not because mom, neither does the rain. Maybe, just maybe,  brain had never thought about that "something", i really thought it was not important, but heart couldnt lie, heart just couldnt hold this disappointment.

My mom walked in to my room, she saw me, she apologized for something she didnt do wrong, and gave me jokes and made me laughing.

What i love about my mom she is so funny, i love my mom's jokes. The way she acts, really cute like i always want to pinch her cheeks. And the fact that she is really strong and brave, she does everything by herself without complaining, doesn't depend on my dad, her parents or anyone.

Well yeah, the fact that we often fight doesnt mean i dont love and respect her. I really do. Happy mother's day, i love you my mom :)

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

"Indeed, with hardship will be ease"

(94:1) Didn't We expand for you, [O Muhammad], your breast?
(94:2) And We removed  your burden from you
(94:3) Which had weighed upon your back
(94:4) And raised high for you your repute.
(94:5) For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.
(94:6) Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.
(94:7) So when you have finished [your duties], then stand up [for worship].
(94:8) And to your Lord direct [your] longing.

So my friends,
I'm just sharing this, and it's helpful for sure.
Whenever you are tired of hardships, or maybe feeling sad, just read this surah
and tadaaa it eases your heart. 
The way it's written, really calm us down, right?
"Indeed, with hardship will be ease" 
The way...It's written twice in this surah. verse 5 and 6
it's like giving us strong affirmation that ease will surely come to us.
So whatever problems that you're facing now, don't give up, friends :)

the clouds will clear and there are brighter days ahead

Saturday, October 13, 2012

CHEMICAL ENGINEERING 2013

So yeah here i am, the last year of senior high school!


After being really confused and changing my destination about faculty soo many times.
 and Tadaa! I am choosing back my chemical engineering. *Wish me luck guys!*

Wait, these things about graduating are just a little creepy. don't you think?
Those kinds of exams really scare me.
I just feel like, for the last two years, i used to get that "luck".
But for now and later, i can't only depend on that "luck" anymore
I've to do something to keep that "luck" be mine.

"start studying hard rahmi, the luck won’t always be yours, if you aren’t even trying to keep it!"


 And also, I see those eyes, my friends' eyes whenever we talk about faculty.
Those great dreams on their eyes....
or maybe some with the confusion but yet still hope for the best option
I can also feel that on myself , the willingness of being an engineer hehe
It's just about time,  my friends... let's fight together http://forum.thehungeringcold.com/images/smilies/emot_smile.gif!!

 -May Allah makes it easier-
Amin



Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Time changes...

This post refers to......


The two people who are growing up with me :-)



our friendship......it has been a looooong time, huh? 
Look at us now, how we are growing up together in each own way
She changed a lot from before. from "tomboy" to the girly one. well at least, girlier than me(?)


How  come she is younger than me... but is maturer than me. She has grown up really tall and big(?)

Time changes, they do change a lot... is it only me or...i think i'm the only one between them who hasn't changed at all..
ok.... ah i know one difference about me... i'm wearing hijab now. yeeey.. hehe
and that's how we chose our own way...


I could say that i had a great childhood, it's because i had them in that time.. I'm really glad about my childhood and the main reason was them.

How i really appreciate those moments, those saturday nights that we spent together..

We've known each other for a long time, so there's no need to us to act in front of each other.
 It's just becoming how we really are...It's just about how things really going easy between us...

We're all growing up, we're all changing...

But i just wish one thing will never changer: our friendship!


Love, ulung