life must go on

Wake up rahmi wake up…

I’m 15^th now….

The time shocks me…

When I’m 14^th I was just a cheerful little girl. really loves playing around…her dad loves her very much, and she was a lucky girl because she had everything that she wanted…

I’m getting older, I’m changing, people are changing, everything is changing…

My good “friend” left me just when I’m getting my 15^th .

And for the first time, I feel my heart breaking.. I believed all the things and promises that he said.

I thought it could be last forever, just like what I watch on TV.

I was so depressed... I don’t even know what must I do…

my mind keeps saying “I don’t wanna getting older I just want to be a child again, people are betraying me..”

but I can’t go back to the past even though I really want it

well the time shocks me and wakes me up

it seems like the time whispers to me

“hi rahmi you’re not a child anymore, you’re big enough to know that many things in this world that can’t be obtained easily. No no, you can’t get all of the things that you want just by crying to your dad, begging him to give it to you.. it’s life! Life needs sacrifice.. And the people on the world is not as good as you think.. they must have the bad side..And the future, you will never know what the future brings. Usually unexpected. And things dont always happen according what you want . enjoy your life, life is too short to be unhappy”

yeah the truth is I’m living my life without my “good friend”, and the truth hurts me.. but it is not the end of my life, I still have friends and families whom also I love..

but still, losing someone whom I love is not that easy.. that’s life! There are times when we are happy and there are times when we’re falling down…

but I believe, there is still be happiness for everyone…don’t be sad for too long friend :)

you have a life, just enjoy it!!

end

i love the time when we were laughing together. when i did some stupid things you're laughing on me. When we met the time felt like really fast. after we met when we got home, we had been missing each other. we were talking about the future, how our relationship could be. we were playing together, and the winner gave the punishment. the first, second and third punishment. i love the third. how about you?

yeah that was the time when we were in love. beautiful memories... yeah now i can smiling everytime i remember those memories.. there are no more pain.. i've been fully let you go.. thanks for beautiful 15 months.. i consider you as my friend ;)

stressed out

hellooo, fabolous people out there.

how do you do? i'm being stressed out right now. wanna know the reason? yea it because i'm tired of studying, it feels like my brain is going to explode.. i love studying if the subject is about calulations or something that relates with number.... yep you're right! i love mathematics for sure, as well as physics, (chemistry in some section) and well yeah tomorrow i'm being forced to have biology test.

i'm having mid term test on this week. So i must read the boring thick book

so i'm learning about the kingdom of animal... yeeep sponge, flatworm, etc things -____-

hhhhhh should i memorize all of those things? my brain isnt able to do it. so all that i can do is wishing for some miracles that will help me pass the test, i believe in miracle

ok rahmi stop stop. you won't get anything if you just can complaning.

yup okay. i should continue reading my book. wish me luck for tomorrow

TRAVELER

HELLOOO

this time i want to talk about american tv series entitled TRAVELER

that was a must-watch movies series. the story was really amazing. i love it.

Starting from the right most was Aaron Stanford roles as Will Traveler. And on his left side was Logan Marshall who have a role as Tyler Fog. Next was Matthew Boomer roles as Jay Burchell.
And then beside him was Pascale Hutton as Kim Doherty (jay's girlfriend). And the one who looks like my friend (dira :p) was Viola Davis as Agent Jan Marlow. And then beside her was Steven Culp as Special Agent. And the leftmost was Anthony Ruivivar as Agent Guillermo Borjes.

those three friends, Jay, Will , and Tyler was going to the museum. And suddenly the museum exploded. Jay and Tyler found themselves being hunted by FBI and being accused as the bomber of museum. And their bestfriends, Will Traveler suddenly disappeared after the bombing. No records, no files, no photos of Will traveler.

Two of them are being betrayed and by Will and Will set up for an act of terrorism. And they decided to running away from the FBI and wanted trying to figure who Will Traveler really is and why he set them up. They wanted to clear their name.

Great story, right? i haven't watch it until the end. i only watch the first session . is there anyone who have the second session? i want it so damn! have you watch it? you must watch it friends, trust me, it's a-m-a-z-i-n-g (for action-lovers only)

that's all from me ma friends, see ya!