Friday, December 9, 2011

D


he didn't come from a happy family, his parents were getting divorced when he was in elementary school.....

his stepmother was the one whom you see on cinderella stories, a bad monster.
he wanted to have a happy family 

he was a very smart man, but no matter how amazing his achievement was.... 
his parents didn't care at all, because in their eyes was only about his stepbrothers and stepsisters...

he came from rich family but he  had never taste delicious and healthy food, because that kind of food was just for his step-siblings, so he lacked of nutrient..

when he was getting 19, he started to ignore his stepmother, and then.....he was expelled by his own father from his own house...


he lived all alone...he lived with some money that he get from his father scholarship, i told you he was a very smart person, he was a student of medical of faculty UI.

he is a doctor, he has 4 children, 3 boys and 1 girl.....

and then......... when everything in his life started to be perfect, because he already has a new family,
he got kidney disease,

the cause is when he was child he was not only lack of careness, but also lack of nutrient....

and 12 years later......
and i'm still here... always sigh every time i got headache while he is still here... got kidney disease

and i'm still here...   cry because some easy problems while he is still here... had heavier problem when he was on my age...

and i'm still here... live by wasting my father's money every day, while he is still here... hardly try to stand everyday just to come up find some money for his children

and i'm still here... a daughter of him, while he is my father...

i have a great dad, and i love him very much

but i'm still here... don't have anything to make my father proud of me, i'm not as smart as him, not as strong as him, weak, loser.. 

Saturday, November 12, 2011

what else you're waiting for?

hiii, this time i wanna talk about some different things.......a little religious..meheheheh :D
like always, i'm googling find out some good articles, and i found this
http://howtowearhijab.net/why-wear-hijab/why-should-i-wear-the-hijab
subhanallah, it reminds me, the first time i'm using hijab, i didn't really understand what hijab is for..

so it starts from....
when i was 6th grade and i was going to face a national exam,
something terrible happened with my dad, he was being hospitalized..
i was scared i didn't want anything happen on my dad.

suddenly, i came to my mom and said, 'mom, i wanna wear hijab' without knowing what hijab is really for...
because at first, i wore it just to make my dad happy,
i told you, i didn't really understand... so some pieces in my heart were also denying about using hijab...but i really wanted to make my dad happy.

so, yeah, as time goes on, i'm being familiar with hijab.. i've found many benefits of using it.
especially when i'm getting to know some "iyuuuuuh" things really exist in world, anytime and anywhere.
i just feel safer if i'm using hijab.

glad that i'm living in this country, people in here appreciate hijab. i hear that using hijab could cause racism and criticism on other country... so, if you're a woman and live in a country where the people appreciate hijab, like mine. what else you're waiting for?
"wear it today and trust Allah swt for tomorrow"


Sunday, July 17, 2011

check these out!

Wedang Jahe Managements Official Website: Pesan Untuk Sahabat: "sahabatku saat pertama kali kita bertemu ragu, malu dan canggung bercampur menjadi satu namun semua itu berubah, saat ku ulurkan tangan..."

Wedang Jahe Managements Official Website: langkah terakhir kebersamaan kita: "duduk di sebuah bangku dengan perasaan tak menentu melihat sekililing orang yang asing bagiku dihiasi seragam yang berwarna-warni sedih ..."

Wedang Jahe Managements Official Website: 7icons: "di kelas fantastix4 terdapat sekumpulan cewe yang menganggap diri mereka paling kece. ya mereka adalah 7icons. entah siapa yg menamakan mere..."

Wedang Jahe Managements Official Website: 3 kata terunik di kelas: "selama satu tahun masa ajaran 2010/2011, di kelas X-4 banyak sekali kata-kata unik yang malang melintang, entah itu ungkapan eksperesi atas ..."

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

fairy tale comes to real life


what a perfect couple they are..............

all woman in the world must be envy Kate Middleton so much(including me)

fairy tale comes to real life

no no, it's not about she left a shoe in a party and then prince william found it

it's about...a dream that became real

As a normal woman, when she was teenager she must have dreamed of being a princess
She was dubbed as "Princess-in-Waiting" for having a poster of a prince in a polo gear on her wall. -who actually is being her husband now-

That teenage dream became a reality when they got together at university..
that's when amazing life starts

With the announcement of their marriage, her future is now set, entrenched in history.

She will one day be Queen.

Waity katie, i envy you for having an amazing lovelife.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows


it's killing me, knowing that harry potter 7 part 2 will never be exist in Indonesia
how come...i've been waiting for it!
just by watching the trailer, it could make my heartbeat runnin' away.
what harry potter means to me, it is the best movie in the lifetime.
the sad thing is harry potter 7 part 2 must be the last sequel of that great movie.
and what makes it sadder, i can't even watch it..
i've read the book"harry potter and the deathly hallows" maybe more than three times..
i've never get bored of it...
if i have to choose one sequel of harrypotter from 1 to 7.
i' absolutely choose the 7th..
and on the last series, i'm proud of prof severus snape :")
what kind of....brave and honest person

it has been 10 years!

I grew up with that movie .I watched every Harry Potter movie series,
and now, i've to face the end of series and it actually makes me crying a little.
a great lifetime movie, i should watch it! *i'mcrying*

"Harry Potter has shaped a whole generation and it will always have a special place in our hearts!"

Monday, July 11, 2011

farewell!

hello....how are you?
guess what i have my leg limped... and it's actually because i'm over-exhausted..
until yesterday, i've never stayed at home....
when the holiday remain a week away, i ran out of money!!
okay, i'm having a very long holiday...
i have so many stories that i want to tell...
especially about...a journey to Sumedang with Fantastix4..
yihiiiii! that was..............ahh i can't find a word which can describe how fantastic it was!
so, let me show you the pictures, aha don't be envy :p














same as what our name is (fantastix4) we-are-fantastic
hyeaa ok....here i want to say something...
i was over-excited at that time....i couldn't even crying.. but when i arrived at home and go lying on my bed... i wondered... that could be the last time to us for being together as a classmate!
ahh i haven't say anything to all of you...

  • Vema, if there was an award of "termodus"... i would choose you :p
  • Dita, you're a very smart and diligent person, sorry if i usually eat your lunch.
  • Tasya, haha i love the way you laugh, very very cute, i'm going to miss it
  • Ikrama, my mom is dreaming of having a daughter like your type .
  • Nisamau, hahahaha beautiful girl..yeah you got the most beautiful girl award..that should be me !!! :p
  • Nia, i think you're the cutest girl, why should be silmi winning "terimut" award?
  • Aul, i will never forget how hard it was to get to your house T_T
  • Bondhan, i love to see when you're with lita, too sweet to be true!
  • Daniel, yo bro..so sad knowing that i will never be in the same class with you. don't forget to buy me macaroni, at least once a week! ti-jel
  • Dela, ehm could you minimize your voice :p? haha don't take kiki from us!
  • Della, haaaah you know, you and dela are both crazy. the difference is... i'd rather to hear your voice ;p
  • Dewi, hi the person who calls me leleudin, your sense of art is too....amazing
  • Fera, could you act a little 'normal'? haha wish your lovelife as amazingsweet as nam's. so sad knowing that i will never be in the same class with you :p
  • Endi, you must choose on of those girls.. indi, rara or me? i can't stand it *backsong:playboy* huu wish we can still be "ben and caca"
  • Lita, actually, i hate the fact that you've kissed my cheek for many times :p
  • Fariz, haha math-lover! watch out, i will defeat you someday...
  • Devi, why you have to be so quiet? when you actually have beautiful voice..
  • Felix, aaaaaaa remember! i'm one of your friend felix, don't forget me!
  • Ilham, why are you being so hopeless-romantic?? that's not cool dude
  • Indira, don't know why, i'm in love with your style!
  • Ismail, recently, you're being abnormal , be normal dude, don't go changing too much.
  • Kresna, haaah how could you love train so much? i hate it, full of people -_-
  • Irham, haha forgive me if i usually 'insult' you. as what i said before, it's all because your patience ;p
  • Hasan, so sad knowing that i will never be in the same class with you. yeaa don't move to other school!
  • Rizki.. wekekek for your info, i'm the one who call you "kiki" for the first time huahaha
  • Nandya, i'm going to miss the statement "nandya is always right"
  • Reta, hahaha, that should be you winning "tergalau" award.. ;p don't take kiki from us!!
  • Rara, looks beautiful all the time, especially when her face seems really serious
  • Silmi, she(SI) Looks like me(MI).. hhh twin, how could everyone think you're cute?!!!
  • Tiara, yoooo tiara Lau, keep being sexy girl!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

X4...

final exam is getting closer
fantastix4, with no longer time, we will be being separated..
at first, i thought this thing wouldn't be so sad..
but then, i realize that i love this class...
the one which at first -ithought- didn't make me feel comfort
but when the "goodbye" is getting closer..
i realize, I feel very cozy when i am in class..
it just like, in class, there's nothing that i should worry about, you accept me as i am
when i'm being so happy, crazy, weird, sad, sucks, depressed...
i don't have to pretend like "i'm cool" when i am absolutely
silly not..

thanks for the memories fantastix4,
forgive me for all my mistakes..
forgive me if you hate it when i can't even stop talking
forgive me if you feel annoyed when i talk unimportant thingy
forgive me if i often eat your lunch
forgive me if i borrow your pens and never give those back
forgive me if i talk innocently but it accidentally hurts your hearts
forgive me if i often claim your watches as mine
forgive me for being unable to control my nose
forgive me for being so childish, silly, annoying..

i'm glad to have you as my classmates
with love, rahmi :--)



for
7icons *i'mlaughingwhiletypingit*
"here's for
the crap we talk,
the boys we stalk,
laughs we can't stop,
the gossips we spill,
the craziness we do
i wish we could stay together ,
now and later"

Sunday, May 29, 2011

poems....

in life...
"there are things which we don't want to let go
someone whom we don't want to let go

but letting go is not the end of world
but, it's a beginning of new life

happiness is also there for those who are being hurted
for those who have looked/are looking for
and for those
who have tried
.
because, they are the kind of people who can appreciate how important the people who have touched their life.

the "happy people" is not only those who always get their wish, but also those who still get up even when they fall, however the way of life is.

maybe there will come a situation when you have to stop loving someone,
not because he/she stopped loving you. but because you have to realize that he/she will be happier if you let her/him go"-khalil gibran

Saturday, May 21, 2011

about life

"As we grow up we learn so many things. we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down, he/she probably will. We'll have our heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. We'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke ours. We will fight with our best friends, and maybe even fall in love with them.. We'll blame our new love for things that the old love did. We'll cry because time is passing too fast, and we'll eventually lose someone that close with us. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, love like you've never been hurt. Because every 60 seconds you spend for being angry or upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never get back"

"This life is what you make it. No matter what you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends -they will act like it anyway-. But just remember; some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything, they're your true bestfriends. Don't let go of them. As for lovers, they will come and go too. And babe, i hate to say it, most of them, actually, pretty much all of them, are going to break your heart. But you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always always always believe in your self. Because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? so keep your head up, keep your chin up, and most importantly keep smiling. Because life's a beautiful thing, and there's so much to smile about"

Thursday, May 19, 2011

an unforgettable excting journey

note: actually this is my english task

Wednesday, April 27th 2011

I woke up at 4:00 am…(actually, I didn’t really sleep, I just can’t sleep well. I was over-excited) after I took a bath, I didn’t need to take a long time to choose what kind of clothes which I want to wear. It’s because I had done it on the night before. And evidently, at 4:45 am, I had been ready to go to the school. BUT, my mom –the one who drove me to school- had not been ready. So I had to wait for her and I felt a little annoyed, just a little! My mom said, “this is too early Rahmi. we’re going to school at 6:00 am. I’m sure there are many of your friends who will come late.”. And I said “but mom the schedule shows us that we have to come at 5:00 am”. And sowhatever, at least I had successfully persuaded my mom to drive to school at 5:15 am. We arrived at 05:45 am, and just like what I said, mostly of my friends had been arrived. We left from school around 6:05 am (hah lucky me, my mom wanted to hear me, if she didn’t… maybe, just maybe, I had not been arrived at school on that time, and maybe…I didn’t go study tour(?)). Ah I almost forget to tell you that I took the bus 3 and beside me was Reta! I thought I was the only one who took so many stuff. But no, many of people did! First, the bus stopped at Rest Area Cikampek km 57, we took some photos at there. And then we continued the journey to Tasik. But it was not as smoothly as we wanted, my bus, bus 3 had some problem with the AC, so we had to stop on the side of toll. And it took around 1 hour to solve the problem. When we arrived at tasik, we had lunch, took a rest in a restaurant. After took some rest, we continued our journey to Jatijajar Cave. We arrived at jatijajar cave around 6:00 pm, it was already dark. I felt a little afraid on that time, just a little, a little too much. not really scary, because there are some lighting in the Cave. I saw so many statues. And the statues showed us the story of Lutung Kasarung. What an interesting story it was! After that we were going to Wonosobo, the hotel for us was located on there.. we arrived on the hotel at 11:00 pm. And guess what, I got a room that was being located separated with the other.. poor me. And my roommate was tiara, rara, ikrama and dita.

Thursday, April 28th 2011

Until 2:30 am, I had not sleep since the night before. Me and my classmate were playing along the night, going to the outside of hotel, we were playing on the road. Exciting!! I slept at 2:30 am and woke up at 4:00 am.. I just slept one hour!!! After woke up, I immediately took a bath –so confusing, habitualy I’m lazy to take a bath..but, on that day, I really wanted!-. done taking a bath, done packing my stuff at 5:00 pm, I came to the bus to put the suitcase and then had some breakfast. We were going to dieng on that morning, we were going there by minibus. On dieng, I saw many magnificent scenes. And I met a little girl whose hair wass called “gembel”. the gembel-haired person is a myth from dieng. I didn’t really understand what the myth was about. As what I could understand, to make the hair become normal, we have to fulfill his/her request. And if we couldn’t fulfill the request, we would get bad luck. And then we watched movie about the disaster on dieng.. yeah truly I didn’t know how the movie was, I din’t watch it.. I fell asleep heheheheh.. and then we were going to telaga warna lake, it has beautiful scene, but not a beautiful smell. Beautiful, really beautiful, you must see that lake! And then this is the place which I don’t like the most, we were going to crater.. it has a very terrible smell, you know. Ah I want to puke everytime when I remember that smell! After dieng, we were going to ketep pass. Watching movie again! No noo, that time I watched that film. it was about merapi volcano. It showed us the top of merapi, cool but frightening! And then finally, after going to ketep pass we continued our trip to jogja. along the journey to jogja, the bus was really quite, there was only a few of people who were talking.. most of them were sleeping, and so was I. very sleepy because I didn’t have enough sleep. We arrived in Jogja at 7:00 pm. We stopped at a restaurant to have dinner and have some karaoke. And then we were coming to the hotel!! The second hotel was much better than first! Really good, I loved the second hotel! No, I didn’t go sleep.. I went out with my friends, went around the jogja, we were planning to have the second dinner, but yeah that could be just a plan. After went around the jogja we back to hotel and playing cards in boy’s hotel. Ah I forget to tell you that the hotel of boys and girls are different.. My roommate was rara dita ikrama. I slept at 00:00 am

Friday, April 29th 2011

Finally I had enough sleep.. I woke up at 04:00 am.. we were using the uniform on that day. First, we were visiting “ndalem pertiwi” an house industry of Batik. We were seeing how the batik was made. And then we were visiting a sugar factory named “PG Madu Kismo”. And the most interesting thing was..we were taking a train with velocity 300km/……3 months hahaha. The train was very slow, you know, walking is still faster than taking the train! And after that was shopping time! We visited 3 places to shop, I don’t know the name of the first place but I didn’t buy anything on there, the secondplace is KOI. KOI is the place where something terrible happened..ah it made me cry like a stupid baby -_--. I also didn’t buy anything. And the third place was Malioboro! I finally bought something on there.. but not as much as most of my friends did. And that day, we had a special dinner, we had performing actions presented by each bus! Really exciting, haha the perform from each bus are cool! I will always remember that night. And after those long and exciting days, we had to come back to Depok. Ah really sad, it felt like I still wanted to stay at Jogja.. thanks for those unforgettable memories