poems....

in life...
"there are things which we don't want to let go
someone whom we don't want to let go

but letting go is not the end of world
but, it's a beginning of new life

happiness is also there for those who are being hurted
for those who have looked/are looking for
and for those who have tried.
because, they are the kind of people who can appreciate how important the people who have touched their life.

the "happy people" is not only those who always get their wish, but also those who still get up even when they fall, however the way of life is.

maybe there will come a situation when you have to stop loving someone,
not because he/she stopped loving you. but because you have to realize that he/she will be happier if you let her/him go"-khalil gibran

about life

"As we grow up we learn so many things. we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down, he/she probably will. We'll have our heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. We'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke ours. We will fight with our best friends, and maybe even fall in love with them.. We'll blame our new love for things that the old love did. We'll cry because time is passing too fast, and we'll eventually lose someone that close with us. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, love like you've never been hurt. Because every 60 seconds you spend for being angry or upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never get back"

"This life is what you make it. No matter what you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends -they will act like it anyway-. But just remember; some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything, they're your true bestfriends. Don't let go of them. As for lovers, they will come and go too. And babe, i hate to say it, most of them, actually, pretty much all of them, are going to break your heart. But you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always always always believe in your self. Because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? so keep your head up, keep your chin up, and most importantly keep smiling. Because life's a beautiful thing, and there's so much to smile about"

an unforgettable excting journey

note: actually this is my english task

Wednesday, April 27^th 2011

I woke up at 4:00 am…(actually, I didn’t really sleep, I just can’t sleep well. I was over-excited) after I took a bath, I didn’t need to take a long time to choose what kind of clothes which I want to wear. It’s because I had done it on the night before. And evidently, at 4:45 am, I had been ready to go to the school. BUT, my mom –the one who drove me to school- had not been ready. So I had to wait for her and I felt a little annoyed, just a little! My mom said, “this is too early Rahmi. we’re going to school at 6:00 am. I’m sure there are many of your friends who will come late.”. And I said “but mom the schedule shows us that we have to come at 5:00 am”. And sowhatever, at least I had successfully persuaded my mom to drive to school at 5:15 am. We arrived at 05:45 am, and just like what I said, mostly of my friends had been arrived. We left from school around 6:05 am (hah lucky me, my mom wanted to hear me, if she didn’t… maybe, just maybe, I had not been arrived at school on that time, and maybe…I didn’t go study tour(?)). Ah I almost forget to tell you that I took the bus 3 and beside me was Reta! I thought I was the only one who took so many stuff. But no, many of people did! First, the bus stopped at Rest Area Cikampek km 57, we took some photos at there. And then we continued the journey to Tasik. But it was not as smoothly as we wanted, my bus, bus 3 had some problem with the AC, so we had to stop on the side of toll. And it took around 1 hour to solve the problem. When we arrived at tasik, we had lunch, took a rest in a restaurant. After took some rest, we continued our journey to Jatijajar Cave. We arrived at jatijajar cave around 6:00 pm, it was already dark. I felt a little afraid on that time, just a little, a little too much. not really scary, because there are some lighting in the Cave. I saw so many statues. And the statues showed us the story of Lutung Kasarung. What an interesting story it was! After that we were going to Wonosobo, the hotel for us was located on there.. we arrived on the hotel at 11:00 pm. And guess what, I got a room that was being located separated with the other.. poor me. And my roommate was tiara, rara, ikrama and dita.

Thursday, April 28^th 2011

Until 2:30 am, I had not sleep since the night before. Me and my classmate were playing along the night, going to the outside of hotel, we were playing on the road. Exciting!! I slept at 2:30 am and woke up at 4:00 am.. I just slept one hour!!! After woke up, I immediately took a bath –so confusing, habitualy I’m lazy to take a bath..but, on that day, I really wanted!-. done taking a bath, done packing my stuff at 5:00 pm, I came to the bus to put the suitcase and then had some breakfast. We were going to dieng on that morning, we were going there by minibus. On dieng, I saw many magnificent scenes. And I met a little girl whose hair wass called “gembel”. the gembel-haired person is a myth from dieng. I didn’t really understand what the myth was about. As what I could understand, to make the hair become normal, we have to fulfill his/her request. And if we couldn’t fulfill the request, we would get bad luck. And then we watched movie about the disaster on dieng.. yeah truly I didn’t know how the movie was, I din’t watch it.. I fell asleep heheheheh.. and then we were going to telaga warna lake, it has beautiful scene, but not a beautiful smell. Beautiful, really beautiful, you must see that lake! And then this is the place which I don’t like the most, we were going to crater.. it has a very terrible smell, you know. Ah I want to puke everytime when I remember that smell! After dieng, we were going to ketep pass. Watching movie again! No noo, that time I watched that film. it was about merapi volcano. It showed us the top of merapi, cool but frightening! And then finally, after going to ketep pass we continued our trip to jogja. along the journey to jogja, the bus was really quite, there was only a few of people who were talking.. most of them were sleeping, and so was I. very sleepy because I didn’t have enough sleep. We arrived in Jogja at 7:00 pm. We stopped at a restaurant to have dinner and have some karaoke. And then we were coming to the hotel!! The second hotel was much better than first! Really good, I loved the second hotel! No, I didn’t go sleep.. I went out with my friends, went around the jogja, we were planning to have the second dinner, but yeah that could be just a plan. After went around the jogja we back to hotel and playing cards in boy’s hotel. Ah I forget to tell you that the hotel of boys and girls are different.. My roommate was rara dita ikrama. I slept at 00:00 am

Friday, April 29^th 2011

Finally I had enough sleep.. I woke up at 04:00 am.. we were using the uniform on that day. First, we were visiting “ndalem pertiwi” an house industry of Batik. We were seeing how the batik was made. And then we were visiting a sugar factory named “PG Madu Kismo”. And the most interesting thing was..we were taking a train with velocity 300km/……3 months hahaha. The train was very slow, you know, walking is still faster than taking the train! And after that was shopping time! We visited 3 places to shop, I don’t know the name of the first place but I didn’t buy anything on there, the secondplace is KOI. KOI is the place where something terrible happened..ah it made me cry like a stupid baby -_--. I also didn’t buy anything. And the third place was Malioboro! I finally bought something on there.. but not as much as most of my friends did. And that day, we had a special dinner, we had performing actions presented by each bus! Really exciting, haha the perform from each bus are cool! I will always remember that night. And after those long and exciting days, we had to come back to Depok. Ah really sad, it felt like I still wanted to stay at Jogja.. thanks for those unforgettable memories

overlong holiday

i used to be very excited when holiday came...but now...it's too much holiday, don't you think like that?

no, i don't being miraculously diligent or maybe being haunted by a diligent ghost -__-...
i just think i need school, i still need a time to study -eventhoughihateit-...
because you do know... i wont study in the holiday... will never ever -_-

ok this time i just want to show you something.. i just had an activity on last weekend... the extension to elementary schools :D that was veryveryvery fun! i love being around kids by the way

they are crazy, trust me!

hello goodmorning!
what-a-life, no school for two days... yesterday and today! mihiii
but rahmi you still have thousand homework..
yeah, shut up!!! i don't want to remember about those creepy tasks...

it's not about the homework, homework, homework
we don't do our homework, homework, homework
we just want to make the world dance forget about the Homework!
*singing with Pricetag's rhythm*

hahahaha, ok right now, i just want to talk about some crazyabnormalfunky girls who unexpectedly are being my friends...


and whoops! this is the only one photo which is complete!!
ahahaha, eventhough this would be really weird, i mean, i'm feeling a little shy to tell it, but yeahh the reality is, i just love them! and feeling glad of having them in my life..

"kece" girls, beautiful girls, or maybe 7icons for worse -_-hahahah i'm laughing out loud everytime i remember those names...

okay let me introduce them one by one...
start from the rightside to the leftside!
first the one who wass using RBspace glasses named Tiara...the craziest one. every little thing that she does, looks very sexy for me...she is being crazyaddicted with Henry Lau. people, please wish her could meet Henry someday..
and then, beside her was Ikrama..guess what, she is just getting 16th yesterday! best wishes for her
next is Rozma.... well, i think she is just the only normal girl of us... well, not really normal.... but the most normal person between those crazygirls haha-_- such as a smartcreativebeautiful girl.. really good at art..
and beside rozma was me, mihihi the most beautiful girl(?) *plak. ok -_- forget it
next is Fera a veiled girl who was using the funky glasses! as how she looks at the photo, she is funky -_- as crazy as tiara is! but between those craziness, she is a little -well maybe a lot- religious..good at singing... but truly, she is someone who i always desire for..
and the next is dela..ah... you know, her voice is the most beautiful sound that i ever heard hahahahaa -_-v. strong girl, it just seems like, i'm feeling the same way like she does...broken-hearted at the same time.. crazy but nice! be careful when she is being really happy, she could hurt people around her...
and the most left was Reta..i think she is the cutest.. the most frequently being "terusik" ..being so deeply in love with her "mas diko".... please wish her could getting married with mas(?) hahaha


that's all...
i ever told you that, friendship is not just about jokes that make me laughing out loud….It’s about how they showed me the world!