surprise!! eh?

lol, never thought i would post something about this...

and now i guess, something just can't be hidden forever, huh?
but i'm not going to tell it anyway
so, if someday you find out the hidden fact, surprise!!!

well  that "someday" might be too late, don't ever regret, i won't regret it either.
 i have my reason to keep that btw.

how was it? cool, huh? you've never expected that, have you?

well, this post is definitely directed to someone whom i definitely know that someone is definitely going to read this.
 Definitely,

a "little" monster

People said, we were all born with a little "monster" inside ourselves

and i feel....as i'm growing up, that monster also begin to grow..

I used to keep my anger buried deep inside my heart,
Now that monster is growing up, trying to take control of my feeling
I'm starting to be easily annoyed, starting to critic when i don't like them

One side when i am mad, i really want to break something, say/yell something bad to people.
But the other side, i keep telling my self not to do that.

That's what called a good side and a bad side. Everyone has it, huh?
Poorly, i don't know which side remains bigger in myself for now.

i also don't want to lose with that "monster",
but hell yeah, could anyone tell me any reason why should i win then?

here, i choose the path i want to take, let's just hope it's the right one